CLAIRE♔

birthday... (Saturday, April 11, 2009 / 5:32 PM)

i figured out that i'll just post pictures first, then i'll post the whole story later on.

leslie with the puppet elephant(code name: 69)

the birthday boy

jun ping and speed taking photos

lionel eating his birthday cake alone

i think samuel is below... haha

the bed bent when all the boy were on samuel. jia xun acting shocked... lol

yu ning and clarence fooling around

yu ning changed race... haha. nah, he was just drying himself as he got wet while playing in the rain

jia xun couldn't get up from the sofa

jia xun pulling the broken hula hoop from the back of the sofa

jia xun pulling jun ping's hair

leslie and jun ping are... ahem. u know what i mean

jia xuna nd anila playing stress

the guys sittin on each other

and i saw this really cute toy at action city? anyone wanna buy it for me?

thinking (Friday, April 10, 2009 / 10:43 PM)

thinking right now... my chest is aching. i'm not really alarmed or anything. happens all the time and i'm still alive. BUT... what if it doesn't seems like the way it should be? what if there was really something wrong with me? what if i was gonna die? how would your friends react when u tell them u are dying? how would it feel like to be lying on the hospital bed, waiting for that moment when u would never be awaken in this mortal world again. maybe it's a miracle if u managed to escape death. u may not be so lucky the next time. ever imagine how u would feel if u knew u were going to leave this place. would u live your dreams? or would u continue your life normally? is everything fated? is the time you leave earth fated? how are u gonna die? an accident? suicide? disease? murder? or peacefully? it's really hard to imagine. sometimes i think too much. too much that i often drift away, and was never able to turn back. too much that i often break down. sometimes i think too much that i often find myself stressed over the things that do not exist. but, everything seems so real. often, i find myself pretending to be happy just to forget about my thoughts. i think too much. i try to clear my mind, but as soon as it is cleared, the whole cycle repeats by itself. is the human mind so great that one may not know why we think in a certain way? am i the only one who is like this? am i weird? or just plain crazy? i need someone to talk to. but once that someone is there, i find myself not able to find the correct words to express myself. then, i usually forget about telling them, so everything is still kept within me. am i just afraid of what others would think? do i care so much about the ppl around me that i don't even care bout myself? TELL ME! TELL ME! TELL ME!

signing off,
confused claire

i'll post on lionel's party tomorrow, once my mind has cleared off.

(Thursday, April 9, 2009 / 8:22 PM)

Good Friday is tomorrow! Going to Lionel’s b’day party tomorrow. Meeting anila and jia xun a J8 first to buy presents. CAN’T WAIT!

Monday- 6 April
As I told in the previous post, I bought my mum her present. Before that, in class, jia xun was acting crazy. He did superman poses.

Tuesay- 7 April
Stayed back to do the presentation board for DnT junior show. Yi qing, Jansen and I were drawing BUNNIES! Yi qing also ‘tattooed’ my whole arm. Had to wash it off before any teacher sees it. Saw some really nice DnT projects. Especially the one from 2A. it turned out to be my primary school friend’s work. Saw another toy that looked exactly like LYN’s. help yi qing do art while waiting for the teacher to complete the template. Went home and celebrated my mum’s birthday. My bro was so sad about the fact that he did not buy my mum a present. Haha.

Wednesday- 8 April
Had health checkup today. I was freaking anila out while waiting to be screened. I told her what I saw yesterday. I saw speed ‘stripping’ he was at the back door with jun ping and he unbuttoned his shirt. WTH! And I saw it. Sang ‘secret valentine’ over and over again. Christina said I had a ‘choir’ kind of voice… haha. I can sing songs by Evanescence then. Had science remedial after school and went for training after that.

Thursday- 9 April
got my health booklet back and I GOT PERFECT EYESIGHT! WOOH. 6/06 for both eyes. Speed wanted me to explain how the reading of the eyesight works or else he would hit me, and he did. I bet there was his hand mark on my back. Later, we switched names with our partners. It was really fun. Bryan, speed, xenia, anila, si ya , shu jian, mei ping, qing yi, yi qing and I all switched names. We played it during history since it was boring. And bryan owns hand phone games. He got through every level of ’bounce’ and I couldn’t even get through the first. during english SSRP, i was like singing 'dora the explora' song. bryan could remember lot's of the songs and he kept imitating 'backpack' and 'map'. it was hilarious. later, we did hi-5 song's.

Had math remedial after school. Was crapping with speed, lionel and jun ping. leslie did a weird pose. managed to capture it. Speed took my phone away because I took a picture of him with his pants pulled up high. Went to 2/3 for remedial. Speed told me to collect five ’tickets’ to get my phone back. Everyone finished their work. Had to beg speed to lend me his worksheet. And lionel told him to return my phone because he didn’t wanna. Thanks lionel. Went home, had tuition. It’s boring.

Signing off
Claire

chowder (Monday, April 6, 2009 / 7:35 PM)

okay, i have to admit, the new cartoon, chowder is sick and disgusting. How can one watch it, especially a child? Cartoons these days are becoming more and more nonsensical. It's practically brainwashing little kids who watch them. What happen to the times when children actually love to watch dora the explorer and blue's clues? It's no wonder children these days are acting much more diff. CHOWDER IS STUPID. DO NOT EVER WATCH IT!

Signing off,
Claire

7 april ( / 6:54 PM)

it's my mum's birthday tomorrow. i went to junction 8 just now with LYN and si ya to get a present. i spent $20 altogether for a card and a personalized bookmark. my sis also bought her something for $20 also. at first we both wanted to buy a photo frame, luckily we did not. i came home at about 4. took a 30 min nap. not sure why they call that a power nap. spent another 30 min staring a the ceiling, reflecting. it's a way for me to relief stress. time passes really fast when you are thinking about something that made a huge impact in your life. whether you did the right thing, whether u should have done something else about it.

had PE this morning. mdm yau was absent. i ran with anila. we were listening to 'secret valentine' while running. i was dying at the second round. round one was easy, but the slope drains out a lot of energy. manage to make it back from the second round faster than previous times, all thanks to anila! it was nice knowing a friend is there to help u. we played volleyball after that.

OH YA! one more thing. this is a bugger. speed got a new haircut. he was walking outside the classroom and i was sitting at the back. i looked out of the window and thought to myself 'why is there an unknown upper sec walking at our level?' speed came into the class and i was like HOLY SHIT! that's not any upper sec. IT"S SPEED! haha. anila was like saying 'don't turn back' the whole time 'or your eyes will burn' that was quite mean but funny... anyway, he would always remain a BUNNYFACE no matter what... haha

signing off,
claire

raining (Sunday, April 5, 2009 / 12:16 PM)

okay, dark clouds are filling the sky at my area. just heard a loud 'boom' (thunder)it's raining soon. i'm going to The Pines later to swim and play tennis. well, only my bro and sis are swimming. i'm playing tennis. not sure if i still remember how to play. the last time i played was when i was in kindergarten of pri 1 or 2. hope it is not raining over there. if not i wouldn't get to play... AND IT'S RAINING NOW. just great!

signing off,

claire

found this picture. it was when i went out with nicole lim and phua. big sized dolls. wonder how to play with it.