CLAIRE♔

u can't blame him. (Saturday, February 28, 2009 / 7:50 PM)

just went to speed's blog and saw comments in the tag box. the comments jes and loke yu ning made was really... i don't know what to say. can ppl quit being selfish and self-centered and keep saying it's all his fault that everything is happening. i'm just freaking pissed. you said you want to keep the class bonded and there you are blaming other ppl. i don't see how this is trying to bond together. you are not helping. u are making things worst. everyone is a part of this. everyone is at fault. no one is to blame. what speed did was right. i'm not trying to defend him. you can blame him for all you want. but you know, your conscience know that you are in the wrong for cheating. speed is making an effort to change and there you ppl are giving him comments like that. it's not his fault that ms yeo is leaving. it's because of the behaviour of this class that is driving ms yeo crazy. ms yeo already felt so horrible before the cheating case. the cheating was an offence that made ms yeo so upset and want to leave. it's not speed's fault. everything was being built up to the highest point till she can't take it anymore. think about it. you dare to blame ppl but u dare not blame yourself. so before you try saying anything, you better think first. if you want to bond this class together and yet still blame each other, you can forget about the idea of letting ms yeo stay. i'm so pissed from all your nonsense and actions. u can't forget about everthing if this continues. i'm supposed to post about the answers i was praying for in church today and how god answered me. but after i came across those comments, i felt that i had to say what has to be said. enough is enough. don't push it.

signing off,
claire

still not gettin over it. ( / 10:51 AM)

woke up early today. eyes puffy. repplying some messages as to why the class has to come early on monday. i couldn't sleep last night. i kept dwelling on last night's conversation. what i'm i gonna do or say on monday? what i need to do to get this class bonded? what id the ppl don't listen? it's time these ppl came to their senses. up to now, it's really hard for me to forget what was said last night. u know the song 'save you' by simple plan just kept playing in my mind. the line:You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you. it just caught my attention because it's the exact same way i'm feeling right now. i hope monday is successful.

signing off,
claire

sobs. (Friday, February 27, 2009 / 10:00 PM)

u know how much it tears me up inside to see someone feeling unappreciated? i read what my form teacher wrote on our class blog, what she said in msn. it really saddens me a lot that our form teacher has done so much for the class and yet some ppl don't appreciate it. they keep blaming the teacher for doing certain things. if i was the teacher, i think i would have jumped down the building a long time ago from all these stress. but still, ou teacher is still doing her best for 2/5. an for her to step down, is really hard for me to accept. u know i started sobbing when i heard what my teacher had to say and up till now, i've not stopped. because she's the best teacher that has ever thought me. i mean she's a kind of teacher who really goes the extra mile to just help her students. it's like she's being taken advantage of. so please, appreciate all the little things ppl do for you. u don't know how much one has to sacrifice just to do all these for you. all these ppl sucks like hell. think about it.

signing off,
claire

B girls ( / 8:53 PM)

i just had training today. it was no as tough as wenesday's. argh! had to rush back home from training, bath and then go for tuition straight away. i'm tired. i have to admit, B girl's training is tougher than C girl's.

anyway... would you feel sick and tired from eating the same food everyday? i just found myself eating mixed vege rice (cai fan) for lunch almost everyday and all the dishes are the same: egg tofu, steamed egg and hot dogs. i don't eat in school because the canteen food kind off bores me out. it's like you are eating the same thing for recess. it's either chicken rice, fish ball noodles or 'fan choi'.

i've returned chu yu ning rock band 2 but he still hasn't returned mine. i mean anila, speed and bryan may be coming to my house to do the transcript for our story and what are we supposed to do after that. i miss my rock band game. rock band is so much better than rock band 2. other than that, there is guitar hero, but i don't really like it. sigh... damn you yu ning. oh and speaking about yu ning, he irritated me during chinese class so i slapped his back. the sound was really loud. then the teacher turned around and saw jason turning back, so he thought it was jason who made that loud noise. i couldn't stop laughing. everyone sittin around me was like saying wth.

i remembered we were having lunch at the coffee shop opposite our school. si ya and i went first to reserve a seat. then, this crazy old lady talked to siya. she asked si ya what she was gonna eat. si ya said 'cai fan'. the lady wanted to give si ya money to eat. si ya became surprised and kept rejecting. then the lady told si ya to choose the dishes carefully. then she took out her wallet and gave si ya 7 dollars. si ya kept saying that she has enough money. finally the lady left. loke yu ning said that once, that same old lady was patting her head and telling hr to be a good girl. i couldn't stop laughing the whole time. haha.

and today, we celebrated the birthdays of the february babies. it was a fruit cake. i gave the fruits to si ya. i think that's all. if i've missed out anything, i'll tell you tomorrow.

signing off,
claire

chinese test results (Monday, February 23, 2009 / 8:24 PM)

haha... guess what? i just got back my chinese paper today an you wouldn't believe my score. at least i'm not the lowest in the class. the lowest is 13/50 and mine is 13.5/50... haha. it's just o.5 difference. i did even worse than last year... i think. erm, no last year's was even worse, got 19/70. what can i say? i just suck a chinese.(although i can write good compositions.) what i really dream for is to take up another language and drop chinese but it's not possible. sigh, at leas i got 44/50 for my compo. i kind off pull my marks up.

i also got back my english paper today. 22/30, it's not that good. i helped the teacher write the answers on the board. it was fun, but i don't know why. i'm just weird i guess.

in the morning, we had P.E. we played badminton. it was really fun. i can't wait to play volleyball. after recess, we had D and T. the machines are scary. not that i have never used them before, but you never know when the blade for the cutting machine is gonna break. i was like cutting my project and the blade got stuck in it and i couldn't take it out. i had to force it out of my project, in the end, it just broke. there were also 2 very important machines that were not working. the sanding machine and another cutting machine. that cutting machine is really good. it can cut a really straight line. such a pity that it's not working today.

signing off,
claire

this episode is idiotic and quite sick

still up? ( / 1:22 AM)

guess what? i'm still awake and it's officially 1.31 am. as you can see, it's way past my bedtime. watching 'room raiders' on mtv and chatting with nicole lim now. apparently, she's the only one that is online now. i took such a long nap this afternoon... sigh, shouldn't have done that. anyway, i'm going to bed now... i'll just try to sleep. haha.

signing off,
claire

Desolation Row (Sunday, February 22, 2009 / 1:26 PM)

woke up this morning and started off my day by watching tv- MTV breakfast club. and guess what, just found this My Chemical Romance song, Desolation Row. it's really cool and i love it. you should check it out... it's at the bottom of this post. anyway, i went to ikea yesterday. my sis kept rushing us 'cos she said she needed to go home and do her homework. we walked really fast. then my mum asked where was my brother. we realized that he was missing. we searched for him high and low, but to no avail. finally, an announcement was made stating that there is a missing boy by the name of clive. when we found our brother, he was crying. awwww, so sad. haha, i'll say that it's partially my sister's fault. we bought a new mirror for my room and a chalk board for my brother. my dad forgot my cd rack as we were too bus looking for clive and cleo kept rushing us.

signing off,
claire

Desolation Row - My Chemical Romance