one more thing (Saturday, January 10, 2009 / 9:32 PM)
lol... i just remembered one thing.last wednesday, i went to queensway with some of my teammates to get our jerseys. and i remembered something kinda stupid that i said. they wanted to talk bout a girl, but they knew that i was quite close to her so they asked me if i was in good terms with her. i said yes. then they told me they couldn't say it in front of me. i thought it was quite a good time to get something off my chest, something that i wanted to tell a long time ago. i waited for a moment. then i said,'but i don't like her.' my friends were quite confused. they were like,'you're in good terms with her, but you don't like her?'
actually, what i meant was that, i still talk to her a lot and follow her, but i don't like her. sometimes, one has to know that there is a limit in asking ppl to do things for you. you can ask ppl for a favour, but you can't always expect them to agree to it. you can't force ppl even when they say NO. you are not the queen. ppl just follow what you say, just so that they won't hurt your feelings. because, they know what it's like when ppl say NO to you. ppl put you in front of them, but that doesn't mean you can take advantage of that. it just ruins your friendship. you always say ppl are unfair to you, but your the one being unfair to them.
i'm saying all of these now because i want to tell some ppl not to take advantage of what you have. use those advantages wisely. i had enough. i just say YES to every favour even though it's something that i don't wanna do. it's because i don't want you to feel that i'm a friend who is not helpful. sometimes, i think too much of other's feelings that i don't even think of my own feelings. you know how it's like when you have to do something that you don't like? sometimes ppl ask for too much. i'm just like a puppet, or maybe a dog. ppl just control me, they control my life.
now she's taking over someone. i'm starting to get some control. i pity that someone whose also a friend of mine. everytime i see my friend following her, i feel really sad. everytime i say No to her, the person she'll go to is my friend. now my friend has to learn to take control of her own life.
signing off,
claire
chinese new year is a few weeks ahead. ( / 9:16 PM)
one of the best holiday's is coming up in a few weeks. it's CHINESE NEW YEAR. more money to collect, haha. maybe i guess i'm just too greedy. anyway, i plan to go shopping for clothes tomorrow. that is if unless i'm going to take some pictures for art homework. i'm supposed to go with anila, but i guess we both forgot. i don't think we are going.
so, i'm planning to get clothes from either Fox or GAP. the designs there are really simple and nice. i went to fox during december, hoping to ind some clothes to buy. turns out, most of the clothes were winter clothes. now that spring's coming up, i bet there is gonna be like a spring collection??... i hope so.
sigh, i couldn't finf my phone's USB cable. i wanted to upload some pictures that i took from the class chalet. they are really intersting and i bet you'll wanna take a look at it. i totally forgot that i took those photos. this afternoon, my grandma, aunt and her friend came over to make some cookies. there were so many of them.
while they were busy baking cookies, i was busy doing the stupid art homework. the teacher is crazy. i think she has a screw loose up there. we have to find so many pictures and print it out. whats more, she had different expectation for all the pictures we had to look for. i think my printer's gonna run out of ink. i spent the whole afternoon doing nothing but that. it's just a waste of time.
signing off,
claire
why must i think of that?!?! (Friday, January 9, 2009 / 9:31 PM)
What the hell! i suddenly thought of all the videos that i took during the MCR concert. and now that i can't find them, i'm not sure how i feel. whether i'm sad, angry or frustrated? or maybe i'm just feeling all of it. i just hope i can recall where i placed it... come to think of it, the videos are quite blur and shaky. reason was that i was jumping and you know what... the sound is also very muffled. i used my digital camera to take the videos. digi cams aren't good at recording videos.
anyway, now changing the subject to school, school has been REALLY INTERESTING and REALLY REALLY SURPRISING BECAUSE OF SOME PEOPLE. you'll get to know who later. this week's english class was really fun. as i told you in the last post, we were playing a game of Murderer. we had to form groups after collecting the data we needed. puo yen specially came to sit beside yu ning. apparently, puo yen wanted to be in the same group as yu ning. instead, yu ning decided to join speed's group.
in the end, yi qing and i were stuck with puo yen, brandon and jun kai. not that being in a group with jun kai is bad, it's just that he's way too quiet and that kinds of freaks me out. puo yen and brandon pushed all the work to yi qing and i. puo yen and brandon were really sick... IN THE MIND! they kept saying lots of stuff that you do not wanna hear. in the end, puo yen and i ended up slapping each other a few times. i used a folded newspaper to hit his and brandon's head. we also diu other stuff.( not sick stuff, but stuff to irritate one another... if you know what i mean)jun kai was just watchin the show. yi qing also got influenced by puo yen and brandon.
during chinese class, i stood up and puo yen slashed water on me. what the hell. luckily, it wasn't that much water. he really caught me of guard. chinese class was pretty boring. as usual, i couldn't stand my teacher's china accent. after school, we had a friendly match against Chong Cheng. the boys wee also playing against them. we went there by public bus, and we lost all the matches. the guys only lost one match.
i realized that watching guys playing volleyball is more interesting than girls playing volleyball. they have lots of styles. we were observing some guys that were good at playing volleyball. for example, Winston. OMG! he's so tall. his hands and legs are really long. his hands reaches way over the net when blocking. and his spike is really powerful. i envy that. okay, that's all i have to say. south zone is drawing closer as the days pass by. hope we get into semi finals... gd night
signing off,
claire
ready for school.... (Wednesday, January 7, 2009 / 9:16 PM)
sigh... There was assembly today, but i forgot to bring my tie. I got one demerit. Anyway, i had training today. As i said, mdm yau's training is always fun. My whole body is aching from all the trainings we had.
Tomorrow, we're gonna go to queensway to buy our jerseys since south zone is coming. Mdm yau says the first match of south zone may be held next week.
Then, on friday, we're gonna have a friendly match. The boys are coming along to play as well. And as the days past, i'm starting to get to know my teachers better.
My english teacher is not bad at all. As a matter of fact, her lessons are quite interesting. Today, we played murderer. I was the reporter and had to find out who was the murderer.
Each person has a role card. The role card states what your character is and what to tell the reporters when being interviewed. I had to around go interviewing ppl.
One more thing before i end this post. I can't really stand my chinese teacher. His china accent really bugs me.
signing off,
Claire
